self love

I thought love perfect when we've fallen for someone and we cherished them dearly. But, I never thought loving alone would hurt so much.

I never hide my love and always show my affection towards them so where did all go wrong? Do my affection my care and love does not enough to satisfied them?

I fell into despair and lost.

Then, someone said this to me; "Do you love yourself,____?"

My hands shaking and I swallow back my words.

They said; "How could our love enough for you when you alone does not love yourself,____."

I laugh in tears as I tried to look for a way out from these hollow place.

And they added; "Love yourself first,____."

I said ; "Will that day ever come..."